Danny still stood there； his eyes blank； sucking his thumb。 The marks on his
throat were cruelly visible in the light of the hall's electric flambeaux。
〃Danny！〃 she shrieked。
It broke Jack's paralysis and they rushed up the stairs together to where he
stood。 Wendy fell on her knees beside him and swept the boy into her arms。 Danny
came pliantly enough； but he did not hug her back。 It was like hugging a padded
stick； and the sweet taste of horror flooded her mouth。 He only sucked his thumb
and stared with indifferent blankness out into the stairwell beyond both of
them。
〃Danny； what happened？〃 Jack asked。 He put out his hand to touch the puffy
side of Danny's neck。 〃Who did this to — 〃
〃Don't you touch him！〃 Wendy hissed。 She clutched Danny in her arms； lifted
him； and had retreated halfway down the stairs before Jack could do more than
stand up； confused。
〃What？ Wendy； what the hell are you t — 〃
〃Don't you touch him！ I'll kill you if you lay your hands on him again！〃
〃Wendy — 〃
〃You bastard！〃
She turned and ran down the rest of the stairs to the first floor。 Danny's
head jounced mildly up and down as she ran。 His thumb was lodged securely in his
mouth。 His eyes were soaped windows。 She turned right at the foot of the stairs；
and Jack heard her feet retreat to the end of it。 Their bedroom door slammed。
The bolt was run home。 The lock turned。 Brief silence。 Then the soft； muttered
sounds of forting。
He stood for an unknown length of time； literally paralyzed by all that had
happened in such a short space of time。 His dream was still with him； painting
everything a slightly unreal shade。 It was as if he had taken a very mild
mescaline hit。 Had he maybe hurt Danny as Wendy thought？ Tried to strangle his
son at his dead father's request？ No。 He would never hurt Danny。
（He fell down the stairs； Doctor。）
He would never hurt Danny now。
（How could I know the bug bomb was defective？）
Never in his life had he been willfully vicious when he was sober。
（Except when you almost killed George Hatfield。）
〃No！〃 he cried into the darkness。 He brought both fists crashing down on his
legs； again and again and again。
* * *
Wendy sat in the overstuffed chair by the window with Danny on her lap；
holding him； crooning the old meaningless words； the ones you never remember
afterward no matter how a thing turns out。 He had folded onto her lap with
neither protest nor gladness； like a paper cutout of himself； and his eyes
didn't even shift toward the door when Jack cried out 〃No！〃 somewhere in the
hallway。
The confusion had receded a little bit in her mind； but she now discovered
something even worse behind it。 Panic。
Jack had done this； she had no doubt of it。 His denials meant nothing to her。
She thought it was perfectly possible that Jack had tried to throttle Danny in
his sleep just as he had smashed the CB radio in his sleep。 He was having a
breakdown of some kind。 But what was she going to do about it？ She couldn't stay
locked in here forever。 They would have to eat。
There was really only one question； and it was asked in a mental voice of
utter coldness and pragmatism； the voice of her maternity； a cold and
passionless voice once it was directed away from the closed circle of mother and
child and out toward Jack。 It was a voice that spoke of self…preservation only
after son…preservation and its question was：
（Exactly how dangerous is he？）
He had denied doing it。 He had been horrified at the bruises； at Danny's soft
and implacable disconnection。 If he had done it； a separate section of himself
had been responsible。 The fact that he had done it when he was asleep was in a
terrible； twisted way encouraging。 Wasn't it possible that he could be trusted
to get them out of here？ To get them down and away。 And after that 。。。
But she could see no further than she and Danny arriving safe at Dr。 Edmonds's
office in Sidewinder。 She had no particular need to see further。 The present
crisis was more than enough to keep her occupied。
She crooned to Danny； rocking him on her breasts。 Her fingers； on his
shoulder； had noticed that his T…shirt was damp； but they had not bothered
reporting the information to her brain in more than a cursory way。 If it had
been reported； she might have remembered that Jack's hands； as he had hugged her
in the office and sobbed against her neck； bad been dry。 It might have given her
pause。 But her mind was still on other things。 The decision had to be made — to
approach Jack or not？
Actually it was not much of a decision。 There was nothing she could do alone；
not even carry Danny down to the office and call for help on the CB radio。 He
had suffered a great shock。 He ought to be taken out quickly before any
permanent damage could be done。 She refused to let herself believe that
permanent damage might already have been done。
And still she agonized over it； looking for another alternative。 She did not
want to put Danny back within Jack's reach。 She was aware now that she had made
one bad decision when she had gone against her feelings （and Danny's） and
allowed the snow to close them in 。。。 for Jack's sake。 Another bad decision
when she had shelved the idea of divorce。 Now she was nearly paralyzed by the
idea that she might be making another mistake； one she would regret every minute
of every day of the rest of her life。
There was not a gun in the place。 There were knives hanging from the
magnetized runners in the kitchen； but Jack was between her and them。
In her striving to make the right decision； to find the alternative； the
bitter irony of her thoughts did not occur： an hour ago she had been asleep；
firmly convinced that things were all right and soon would be even better。 Now
she was considering the possibility of using a butcher knife on her husband if
he tried to interfere with her and her son。
At last she stood up with Danny in her arms； her legs trembling。 There was no
other way。 She would have to assume that Jack awake was Jack sane； and that he
would help her get Danny down to Sidewinder and Dr。 Edmonds。 And if Jack tried
to do anything but help； God help him。
She went to the door and unlocked it。 Shifting Danny up to her shoulder； she
opened it and went out into the hall。
〃Jack？〃 she called nervously； and got no answer。
With growing trepidation she walked down to the stairwell； but Jack was not
there。 And as she stood there on the landing； wondering what to do next； the
singing came up from below； rich； angry； bitterly satiric：
〃Roll me over
In the clo…ho…ver；
Roll me over； lay me down and do it again。〃
She was frightened even more by the sound of him than she had been by his
silence； but there was still no alternative。 She started down the stairs。
》
〃IT WAS HER！〃
Jack had stood on the stairs； listening to the crooning； forting sounds
ing muffled through the locked door； and slowly his confusion had given way
to anger。 T