坏脾气女郎- 第20部分

可是我也听到有人鼓掌叫好，说她喜欢我的改变。喜欢看起来成熟、不那么“爆笑”的沈亚。

唉呀！简直不知如何是好了！似乎总是这样的，不管写出什么样的故事都会有人说好、有人“怨叹”，这可怎么说才好呢？我想我只能说——其实沈亚没有变，只是希望沈亚不只是嘻笑怒骂的沈亚。因为沈亚活在现实之中，我和你都一样知道“现实”并不是那么美丽的！或许你在看故事的时候所怀抱的是一种希望得到一些解脱的感觉，也许你所希望的不只是一个“单纯”的故事，而是还可以在生活中得到一点灵感的，就象我一样，在不同的时候有不同的需求——

生活原本就是充满了各种快乐悲伤的。

我的信仰并没有改变，或许是多了点“酵素”吧！

认识快四年了吧？我想你也已经不是四年前的你了！你笑过我傻、骂过我笨、也被我骗过一些眼泪和为我拍过手，我希望你知道我所写的不只是故事，也是一种生活；因为我是沈亚，所以我这样写也因为你是你，所以你现在还在看这些字。

也许这一生我们都无法见面，但是在某方面来说，我们却了解对方最深——

嘱！对了！还有一件很重要很重

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